Second Half

It's hard to be positive and UP, when it keeps raining DOWN. Soggy starts to the the second half of the year, and the 10 day forecast isn't showing a whole lot of bright spots. I did see my old friend the sun for like half a second yesterday, but he was gone just as quick. Lately, that's how i've been living my life. I show up somewhere for a hot minute, and gone just as quick. Everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Reliving the small town reality up here in the Live, Free or Die State, reminds me of how much i like that "everybody knows your name" life. Also being a little bit more stationary would mean that i would have way fewer excuses as to why i've put so much of my life on pause. That's probably why i keep moving. Not much can be expected from a dough throwin' rollin' stone. Perpetual movement, but never moving foward. Just stuck on repeat. I feel like it's time to make moves. Move forward. I don't really know what that means. I have to move towards something instead of always running away, but towards what? I'm still searching, but fear i will never be found. Not all who wander are lost, some are just running away....